Falling off the wagon...once again

Ok im really having a hard time. Iv been weighing myself and checking in but I havent wrote on here in a few days or logged in a weight because these last couple days i have been BAD...and im getting so discouraged with myself. Tommorow is a new day and Im sure you all know the feeling when tommorow is a new day...I hope I can control myself...Some of you might wonder what triggered this long entry and all this negative energy..well tonight I was looking at wedding dresses and all of that and the ones I really loved didnt come in my size and well im sure you all know what a emotional time that any type of clothing can be let alone your wedding dress...I just want to buckle down and do what I need to do. well thats all for now. I will update my weight tonight b4 bed even though its very embarassing..oh and by the way i think its amazing that it takes a week or 2 to lose 5 pounds and just a day to gain 5 pounds...thats no fair!! Anyways -keep up the good work everyone! those who are a bit more un-motivated like myself well your not alone and try to stay strong. :) goodnight everyone.